I Hate/Like My Stimulator
I really don’t know how I feel about my stimulator anymore. I’ve found if I completed turn it off I can barely breath through the pain. If I run it very low I have to deal with more pain. And if I turn it up enough to eliminate certain pain then I’m having to deal with major vibrations throughout my legs from the stimulator.
The anxiety throughout my body has clearly been off the charts. Anything triggers it to be worse right now. Loud noises, machinery, doors opening, phone ringing, text messages and pretty much anything in between. The sensitivity as a whole of my nerves throughout my body is very high as my doctor has recognized.
My skin continues to break out more and more. My neuropathy levels are causing sudden red rashes and lines all over. They are there one minute and gone the next. My hands and feed burn and itch like crazy. I’ve not take even one Valium since Friday. But, I’m very close to having no choice if something doesn’t settle down soon within me.
“Anxiety in a man’s heart weighs him down, but a good word makes him glad.”