God Is Not Done Yet

Everyday is such a physical struggle for me. Even when I look like I’m fine I feel I’m just one step away from not getting back up. My legs feel so heavy, my lower back aches continually, and my limitations are many. But, I can feel God at work every step of the way.

Yes, my flesh is still kicking and screaming over this struggle. Yes, my mind has a very hard time comprehending how this could impact the rest of my life. Yes, I feel often that I’m not capable of doing all the things I would like. But, I can’t deny what God is doing.

God is tearing away my self-dependence. God is getting my full attention. God is increasing my prayer life. God is increasing my compassion for others who suffer. God is using my suffering to touch the hearts of others who suffer. God is growing my faith, endurance, and character.

You see, you don’t have to like something to see that it is good. I realize that in this short life only God’s will matters. I totally trust God’s plans no matter how my life feels impacted. Whatever God allows He allows for a reason. Whatever God does He does for the best. Wherever God leads it’s worth following Him every step of the way. I know in my heart that God has brought me this far and He will take me further. I will never walk alone or without hope. And, whatever happens God will work it all out for my good and His glory.

“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” Philippians 1:6