Another Painful Night

For the second night in a row I’m going to bed flooded with pain. It’s as if someone lit a match and threw it inside my lower body. My legs are aching and my nerve pain is raging. Fortunately, it’s been awhile since I’ve had back to back nights like these.

God has been so gracious to me all day. Especially considering last night I only slept a few hours after a miserable night. Somehow, I made it through an extremely long day of ministry. I’m trying to let my life be a love offering to God. However, I’m continually running into my own humanity.

Unfortunately, pain like this can make you feel paralyzed quickly. It leaves you shaking your head as you pray for answers. What gets me through is remembering God has always taken me through even the hardest of days.

I’m so blessed in so many ways. Yet, I can’t deny this pain makes most things very difficult. For the second night in a row we’ve had to turn my stimulator off due to overstimulation. Please pray things ease off soon and my body can rest. The longer the pain lingers the more my anxiety goes through the roof.

Lord knows this struggle keeps me on my knees. I have no choice but to lean on the Lord. It’s the only way to keep moving forward. We all have our crosses to bear. We just have to keep putting everything in God’s hands. I’m praying for each of your struggles as well.

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” Philippians 4:13