My Cross, God’s Stage
Well, I just slept almost 3 hours according to my Fitbit. My body did end up crashing and my meds just couldn’t keep things under control for the first time in 5 days. But, I’m happy to say that after I took a muscle relaxer to knock me out by the grace of God alone I didn’t have to take a Valium.
I literally slept with a Valium in my hand for awhile as my body has just been full of Electric current. If I hear even the slightest sound my body jumps and my heart starts racing. It makes me a totally different person. That’s why I call it a neurological seizure because it happens so fast. I’ve just learned how to recognize the signs quicker.
Praise God, I’m much better than I was hours ago. But, just sitting up in my bed now both legs are literally vibrating within with nerve pain. Hopefully once I take my nighttime meds I can sleep through the night. For now, this is my cross to bear and God’s stage to work!
“ As Jesus was walking along, he saw a man who had been blind from birth. “Rabbi,” his disciples asked him, “why was this man born blind? Was it because of his own sins or his parents’ sins?” “It was not because of his sins or his parents’ sins,” Jesus answered. “This happened so the power of God could be seen in him.”
John 9:1-3
Pastor Craig Crosby 