I Know It’s Exhausting
Well, I know it’s been awhile since I’ve talked about my pain. There are a few reasons that’s been the case. One, I’ve been having more good days than bad overall. Two, when things have been really bad I just didn’t have the strength to share. Three, I really try hard not to feed my pain anymore attention than necessary.
All that said, I understand how chronic pain wears you down. It stares me in the face every morning, day and night. It frustrates me and always threatens my joy. It honestly affects every aspect of my life. I feel like I spend most of my life fighting for pain relief.
Fortunately, God’s grace always comes through for me. God continues to use my pain to draw me closer to Him. God shows me daily that all my pain has divine purpose. However, I know it’s completely exhausting constantly battling with pain. Somehow with our little hand in God’s big hand we will make it through each day.
“I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.” (Isaiah 46:4)
Pastor Craig Crosby 
Amen, Mr Craig you don’t know me & I don’t go to refuge though I’ve wanted to for some time but haven’t found the courage but I’ve followed you for some time now & I feel the pain you’re in bc I’m in the same. My pain can be unbearable, from multiple back surgeries & so much more. I just wanted to let you know I appreciate your posts on fb & email. It helps me. Thank you
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