Let Faith Arise
Not having a good day with my back at all. It won’t allow me to sit in any position and even laying down on my side is barely bearable. Most every night is tough, but this is my first really bad day in a week. It’s amazing how after all this time the pain in my lower back is just as bad as it was 2 years ago.
While I’ve been able to find ways to improve everything else the actual root of my pain has never changed. I can accept having moments of discomfort the rest of my life. But, the level of pain in my lower back has got to change. I will be seeking out further professional opinions in time. And, I would be open to further surgery if that’s what it takes for a chance at greater relief.
But, I would never enter another major surgery without lots of insight and belief it’s the right step. Main thing is I can’t allow how that pain makes me feel physically to affect my approach to rehab mentally. I’ve gained some momentum the past 7 days and I don’t want to lose my recovery rhythm. It’s no easy task and only with God’s help can I keep moving forward.
“But Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”