I Don’t Know
I’ve been in the bed for 10 hours. However my Fitbit shows I’ve only slept 7 hours and I feel the truth of that revelation. I believe my greatest issue right now is my body (even medicated) is just not getting the rest I once did. I realize the reality of my health issues, but solid rest is critical to everything when your body is in this kind of connection.
After getting up only to take my morning meds my legs still feel the same as last night and the tingling continues. Taking another muscle relaxer now hoping I can sleep 3-4 more hours or longer. No doubt my body can feel every bit of this weather change. I even wore tights to bed like I did back when it snowed hoping it would protect me from my extreme sensitivity to any cooler temperature.
While I know life is full of “I don’t know” moments they are never fun. I don’t mind saying that about many things in life. But, this far into my health issues I would like to be having far less “I Don’t Know” moments. So here I go again when it comes to my nerve damage, leg pain, back pain, stimulator, surgeries, sleep issues, and future issues. I honestly “don’t know” what’s going on. But, I do trust the only One who does. And I’m doing everything I can while trusting God for everything I can’t.
“Trust in and rely confidently on the Lord with all your heart. And do not rely on your own insight or understanding. In all your ways know and acknowledge and recognize Him,
And He will make your paths straight and smooth [removing obstacles that block your way].”
(Proverbs 3:5-6)(Amplified Bible)