Just One More Night
It’s 2am and I wish I was even close to going to sleep. My nighttime meds have failed me and my nerve pain has made me totally at it’s mercy again. Seems like just another night of my hands itching and my body aching. Honestly, I feel like I’ve been at this crossroads forever.
However, I’m trying to make it through just one more night. I’ve learned you can’t focus on what didn’t go right in the past and what might go wrong in the future. You’ve just got to rely on and trust in God to carry you through the next moment. And while you learn the significance of patience it doesn’t mean you don’t have the same old feelings.
I’m know satan just hopes I’ll just give up. That I will just quit trusting in God and believing God for my miracle. What satan needs to understand is this is just increasing my faith. Sure, it’s one more night of pain and discomfort. But, I’m paying attention to 915 straight nights God has carried me through the seemingly unbearable. God I trust you for night number 916.
“I remember the days of long ago; I meditate on all your works and consider what your hands have done.”