Update 4/2/18 I Still Believe
I’ve literally only slept a few hours the past 48 hours. Even medicated it’s just not coming easy for me. My new, Big stimulator battery has really been hurting me a lot lately. It seems I now have two different corners pushing hard on my nerves. If it continues like this months from now I will gladly entertain switching it out for something smaller after I get my MRI God willing on April 12th. But, right now not being able to get quality rest isn’t helping anything. I’ve spent over 6 hours today alone in the tub. I’m back in it again trying to stop the itching in my hands and feet. It’s starting to get really old, but at least things are bearable. God has really been holding me together lately. I’ve concluded my greatest handicap from my standpoint is the fact that nothing ever seems easy or sounds fun anymore. My greatest prayer to God is to restore my quality of life. I still feel beyond blessed I’ve just got a lot of healing that needs to take place. And I’m still believing will come with time.
“Jesus replied, “What is impossible with man is possible with God.”