My Breaker Box Flipped Again
For the second night in a row I suffered a complete neurological breakdown. When my nervous system hits the fried level there is no reasoning with myself or turning back. Something like electricity runs from my feet to my face. At that point every sound or move around sends me into orbit. Ultimately I’m left to feeling like nothing but a puddle of myself.
It left my body like everything was burned deep within. As if I had a seizure on the floor and I had pounded on the floor. I immediately took a Valium as soon as it came upon me. Finally the storm settled and life is bearable again. Both hands broke out in swelling, itching hives. All that went away once things went back to normal within me.
I was able to get out to supper with my family. Very soon after tonight’s episode God put on my heart that it’s time. It’s time for me to officially create a physical support for those battling any chronic illness. A chronic illness is any illness that last over 3 months and can’t be cured by man. Each of us need ongoing support from those who truly understand. Each of us need a safe place to share our story and be encouraged that we’re not alone. I will officially start things in September the week after Labor Day. I will seek God continually on the best way to approach this group. I know that countless others will be encouraged along with myself. I can’t wait to get started as God continues to use my pain and constant struggle.
“Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing.” (1 Thessalonians 5:11)