Held By God
The past few days I’ve had some really rough moments. Pain I used to have came flooding back into my body. My wife can testify that it sends me into orbit. I’m talking the kinda pain that can’t leave you in your right mind. It’s like being trapped in misery you can’t stop. All you can do is pray, pray, pray.
Several hours ago my body was draining me by the minute. No doubt my spirit was sinking and my body getting weaker. However, after I got my meds into my system all is well. I feel like a brand new person in every way. I can breathe, think clearly and smile. When you’re locked down in chronic pain you can’t do any of those things well.
I’m so glad God allowed me to feel all that pain again. It reminded that God has just been holding it back. My nerve wreck body is not fixed. God has chosen to give me relief and my life back. I’m smiling big as I write these words. I know I’m a God made and God held man. Anything good in my life has been done so God can get all the glory. I plan to spend my life sharing my testimony and celebrating God’s healing touch.
“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10
