Clueless But Confident
Written: March 11th
Well, I’ve had a few rough days physically speaking. It’s been quite awhile since I’ve felt so clueless. Once again something has disrupted my entire body. This time I can’t tell you whether it’s my diet or some other contaminating component. All I know is I once again feel miserable and on fire inside.
Everyday has gotten somewhat progressively worse. It all started shortly after getting home from our week long cruise. Daily I’ve had some equilibrium issues after being on a somewhat rocky ship. This plus the fact I definitely got away from my normal strict diet for an entire week. By God’s grace it didn’t catch me until I got back home.
Now, I’m left to recover from my risky life choices. My hands and feet are back to intensely itching. I had been taking daily doctor prescribed drops to counter any potential food allergies. Maybe they were helping way more than I assumed. So, I just started back tonight following previous routines that somehow kept me sane and thriving.
All I know is the surgical area in my lower back is very inflamed. The least little thing is sending indescribable sensations all throughout my body. I have not felt anything like this in a good five to six months. I’m definitely in another testing season of my faith.
“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” Philippians 1:6