Words Can’t Truly Explain

This entire week has been a tough physical, mental, emotional, and neurological battle. Having fire running nonstop through all your nerves can never be fully explained in a way that others can truly understand. It’s like you’ve been put in an electric chair and can’t find the off switch.

I’ve been battling this off and on again today, and it just keeps leaving me speechless. It’s all I can do to hold my head up when the pain takes my breath away.

That said, you don’t have to understand in order to pray.

My spinal cord stimulator is going to be off for a couple of hours, and hopefully, I can sleep off this intense surge of nerve pain.

I rarely post about this on here anymore, except when I know only prayer can get me through.

I hate everything about this battle when it reaches this level, but I still trust God to be God.