Satan Has Me Up After Midnight
It’s 2am and me and my car just got towed back home. My nerve pain is flaring, my body is dragging , and my nerves are literally shot. Seems that the devil is coming at me from every direction. Inside, outside and anywhere in between. This was not how I ever expected tonight to end.
Now, I’m certain God has a plan and will work everything out in the end. However, in the meantime my nervous system circuits are blown. I’m trying so hard to be strong and weather this storm. I thought I did everything possible to ensure that my 3rd scheduled MRI in just 3 months would finally take place. Nope, I was still disappointed and shocked that nothing went as planned.
If I was trying to create daily nightmare scenarios I’m not sure I could have scripted all the mishaps. It’s like satan is hiding behind every corner just waiting to jump out and shock me. Oh wait, that’s exactly what he is doing. That’s ok my God is bigger. He won’t steal my joy and he won’t determine my future. He’s just doing all he can to steal, kill, and destroy all God has planned. So, I’m not gonna fall to pieces. I’m just gonna fall to my knees.
Jesus said, “The thief comes only to steal, kill and destroy. I’ve come so that you might have life to it’s fullest.”