Desperate For Relief
I finally walked out the house earlier to get a bite to eat with my wife. I was hesitant to go anywhere seeing as how the nerve pain in my tailbone area won’t allow a step without breath taking pain. There was one point inside the restaurant I thought for sure I would start sobbing uncontrollable tears at any moment. Anytime things reach this level I’m not given many options. The breakdown of my entire nervous system leads to my breakdown both physically and emotionally.
Right now the pain in that area is an 8 out of 10. I wish more than anything I had answers or some solution. I’ve taken my nighttime meds. I have Valium sitting on standby. I’m certain I will need to see my personal counselor very soon. Pain this level for this long just quickly breaks you down.
All you can do is take deep breath after breath. Nerve pain is flowing throughout my body like lightning. I’m reaching a very concerned point and I’m not far from hitting the panic button. I know I’ve been this way before, but this present feeling always takes you by surprise. I would greatly appreciate your prayers as I’m for sure the worst I’ve been in weeks.
“Confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results.”
James 5:16
