Trusting God In The Waiting
I’m presently in the waiting room at my surgeon’s office. So much on my mind and heart. In fact, I’ve never felt at more of a crossroads in my life. This is such an important appointment that could determine so much of my future health. I’m praying every moment I breathe in and out.
While I’m writing this I’m listening to one of my favorite songs through headphones. It’s called “It’s Gonna Be Ok.” Deep down I do believe that God has all the details worked out for my good and His glory. But, if I’m honest the human side of me is scared to death. After all, at this moment I’ve got three major areas that are hurting so badly.
My tailbone, my lower back and my stimulator battery are all giving me all the pain I ever want. When will it all end? When will I wake up from this unwelcomed nightmare.l? I wish I had the answers, but only God does. I’m going to have to keep trusting the one who has carried me this far!
“Trust in and rely confidently on the Lord with all your heart
And do not rely on your own insight or understanding. In all your ways know and acknowledge and recognize Him,
And He will make your paths straight and smooth [removing obstacles that block your way].