When The Hurt Won’t Stop
If I was a dying man I would request as much morphine as possible. My skin has just been crawling nonstop the past few days. You would think I missed taking one of my pain meds. I know the cooler weather simply isn’t helping. And, if I had to guess my spinal cord stimulator certainly needs some adjusting.
Regardless of what has my nerves so uneasy it never feels good. It seriously makes you want to go crazy. Regardless of how positive you may feel the pain just makes everything feel unpleasant. I’ve come so far in so many ways. I’m so thankful for all the good days and moments of relief. However, thinking I may be in this condition the rest of my life is still way too much for me to swallow.
I’ve certainly not been getting the hours of healing sleep my body needs. Less sleep means longer days in discomfort. I’m not sure how in the world this post can encourage you. I guess you can be encouraged that no matter what you’re going through God will give you enough strength to handle it. It may at times feel like you could go crazy any moment. But, Jesus will somehow anchor your soul through it all. I can testify He has kept me off the ledge of insanity for over three years.
“This hope is a strong and trustworthy anchor for our souls.” (Hebrews 6:19)