Give Up The Fight
Today has been one of those days. The kind where you feel like you’re just hanging on by a thread. No one can get on your last nerve because every space has already been taken. You don’t know how much more you can bear. Every step is a fight and each thought is a prayer.
Anytime my spinal cord stimulator gets off track long my entire body hits fight mode. It’s like taking oxygen from someone who can’t breathe without it. My nervous system goes haywire without my stimulator doing it’s job. I’m learning how to better deal with these moments, but I always feel like I’m drowning inside.
Maybe this was meant for you to read. You may have hit the max you can handle. Your mind and heart may be overwhelmed due to all that is going on around you and within you. No matter what you’re gonna get through this valley. Just as God has been there before, He is with you now. He’s gonna pick you up, carry you forward, and handle what you can’t. Don’t spend unnecessary energy getting all worked up. Trust God with the battle at hand.
“The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.” (Exodus 14:14)