I Can’t Fight These Feelings
I’ve felt these feelings so many times before. It’s like my body is a wind chime. Right now the wind is piercing through my entire lower body. And I’ve not even gotten out of bed. I’ve laid all night on a heated mattress pad.
Crazy how even the slightest changes in temperature affect my body so much. I told my wife when I headed to bed last night. Something just wasn’t the same. I can’t always pinpoint the issue or the solution. It’s just obvious when my nerves are all fluttering inside of me. These painful sensations leave you feeling like your body has gone through some kind of radiation.
Even still, I know so many have it worse than me. Yet, every time my nerves rage within I can hardly bear another minute. Makes me feel so nauseous and on edge. Every time it makes me so miserable I can’t ignore it. All I can do is pray and ask God to calm things down again. He always comes through eventually.
“Then He arose and rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, “Peace,be still!” And the wind ceased and there was a great calm.” Mark 4:39