GOD IS FAITHFUL
I’ve been feeling much better the past couple hours. Earlier I did go through another dark spot and let down. However, those times are just a part of life. Yes, some valleys are deeper and longer than others. Honestly, I’ve been experiencing way more breakthrough than let downs lately. In fact, today some very big prayers were answered in my life.
Now, I can’t go into detail as to everything that has happened. I can tell you that God has given me great closure and hope moving forward. I no longer feel like I’m just on the edge of a cliff. I’m no longer facing many of the battles only God totally knew about in the past. But, I do finally feel I’m at the beginning of a new era of hope in my life.
Later you will read in the book God has led me to write about things I trusted God for in the midst of my greatest brokenness. Many of those days I had tears rolling. Anxiety was constantly sweeping over my body. All I could do was cry out to God and keep believing in His faithfulness.
I prayed some very big prayers and just kept seeking to be faithful. Often I only shared pieces of my story feeling compelled by God not to waste it. I waited and waited for God to rescue me. There were many days I wondered just how long more I could hold on. Everything in my life was falling apart especially me. I just kept believing, crying, and praying.
God kept impressing upon my heart that everything was going to work out. That this was not where things were going to end for me. I could see Him using the pain to reshape and rebuild me. However, it took what seemed like forever for God to restore order in all other areas of my life. Now, I’m seeing God fully restore not just me, but resurrecting everything around me.
Today, marked the official end of a very dark tunnel I’ve been trapped in for quite some time. It marked the beginning of a new era of God displaying His faithfulness to me and my family. All I can say is God is good and worthy to be praised. He will not abandon you. He will carry you to a land of great promise. You just have to keep holding on by faith and trusting in His faithfulness.
“But in that coming day no weapon turned against you will succeed. You will silence every voice raised up to accuse you. These benefits are enjoyed by the servants of the LORD; their vindication will come from me. I, the LORD, have spoken!” Isaiah 54:17