Lord I Fully Trust You
This afternoon my pain flared back up again. I ended up having to take some extra pain killers to get things under control. Seems, every time I feel I’ve progressed things appear regressed. When you’re dealing with certain levels of pain everything looks blurry. You can quickly feel intoxicated by what you’re feeling or thinking.
Deep down, I know this is just God reminding me I’m not in control. God is taking me back to the grass roots of my faith. Where I once again have to fully rely on Him. This time I’m not resisting His call to draw close in any way, form or fashion.
So, I’m just praying tonight that God would use me despite my limitations. In fact, I’m walking forward with greater expectations than before. Why? Because I know that I am leaning on the Lord and letting Him completely take the wheel of my life.
Anytime, we know we’re putting everything in God’s hands. We can look forward with hope. Anytime, we’re genuinely praying “God decrease me and increase you.” We can look forward with greater expectations. Tonight, I may go to bed with a bit of a fog and not a very clear view of the future. But, I’m going to bed with great peace as I put everything in the hands of my Great Big God!
“O Lord, I give my life to you. I trust in you, my God! ….Show me the right path, O Lord; point out the road for me to follow. Lead me by your truth and teach me, for you are the God who saves me. All day long I put my hope in you.” (Psalm 25:1-5)