Lord Help My Unbelief
Written: November 3, 2017
My stimulator has not been working great, my lower back hurts so much, and the pain is keeping me nauseous. I would be lying if I didn’t say I’ve been pretty miserable and discouraged lately. But, I’m not going to fall to pieces I’m just gonna fall to my knees.
In the meantime I’m putting together every plan I possibly can to stay healthy minded and hope to get healthy period. Therapy 3 days per week has not been going well. The hour drive one way and then back home has been terrible for my back. The 1 1/2 hours of therapy has just been painful and unproductive of late. Starting next week we will try only twice a week to see if that works.
Next week I will head back to see my professional counselor that I’ve not seen in weeks. I’m long overdue for that visit. Plus, I’m praying they can get my stimulator back on track as it’s quickly draining all my energy and progress.
What do you say? What can you do in times like these? All you can do is keep doing all you can to get healthy and never quit trusting God for the miracle breakthrough you desperately need. I’m not afraid just struggling. I’m not in denial it’s just not the time to give up the faith. In fact, there never comes a time that faith is not critical.
“Jesus said to him, “If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.” Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!” (Mark 9:23-24)