In Need Of Another Miracle 4/6/18
It’s 9:40 pm on a Friday night. Nerve pain is still raging throughout my body. I’ve put enough meds in me the last two hours that would put any average adult to sleep for hours. Still I’m laying on my side just waiting to see what Neurontin, Muscle Relaxers, Valium and Benadryl will do.
My hands and feet are itching like crazy. The insides of my hands have been solid red at times. Unfortunately when things reach this bad the bath tub brings no relief. I just spent 3 hours straight in there just hoping for relief. I’m at that point now that you just need to not be awake.
I’ve learned it’s best to accept where things are asap and proactively try to stay ahead of the escalated pain. Satan may have wrecked another day, but he has not won the victory. I did go walking earlier for the 4th day straight. My recovery momentum is returning, but so are the tests and temptations. I knew it wouldn’t be easy, but I’m determined.
I just feel so sick and have to do whatever I can just to survive another night of nausea, itching, and quite honestly Hell at times. But, I’m not gonna die I will be stronger in the end. And God will once again put the devil in his rightful place.
“The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. The grace of our Lord Jesus be with you.”