I Survived Sunday 4/8/18
Well I survived another day by the grace of God. As I attempt to write this both hands feel like they are on fire with intense itching. I just spent another 3 1/2 hours in a tub which was relieving. I just took 10mg of Melatonin that I pray mixed with everything else will knock me out very soon.
I’ve got a lot of doctor’s appointments coming up all throughout April. Basically everyone revolve around more uncertainty than certainty. The only thing certain is I’ve got some really bad nerve damage that is driving me crazy. But, it’s beyond uncertain as to whether man has my answers or further hope to offer me.
Of course my first big appointment will be this Thursday’s MRI. This will be my 4th “attempt” to get an MRI since getting my spinal cord stimulator. I really don’t know how to look at this situation. I’m grateful God appears to be opening this door. However, I won’t believe I’m getting an MRI until it’s all said and done. All I know to keep praying is “Father, not my will, but thy will be done.”
Certainly lots on my mind as this day comes to an end. But, I’ve got to practice what I preach when I say take your burdens to the Lord and leave them there. So here you go God. Take me life, my circumstances, my worries, and my fears. Please give me your peace that passes all understanding.
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”