My Phone Spoke To Me
Many of you know that follow my journey I’m known for sharing the good, the bad and the ugly. Well when my first medicine alarm woke my exhausted body up this morning at 7am I found the following words typed, but left unposted on my phone. All I remember is it was after 3am and I was begging God to help me and knock me out as quick as possible as I was loaded with every sleep med and pain med I could take at that time…
(Around 3am) “Real & Raw 6000
Any of these posts are clearly for my sanity. Apart from feeling like a truck hit my body the torment is even worse. The nonstop itching in my hands and feet are like fire ants you can’t just brush off. Laying in any position hurts as I can feel any metal within me. The massive battery on my right side is still extremely sore from laying down for an MRI that never panned out. My level of misery would certainly be a 7-8 right next.”
(7:30 am) Evidently God heard my prayers once again. At some point, right when I thought I was literally going to go crazy in pain God swooped in once again and said “Peace be still, devil I’ve seen enough.” Then, I fell right out asleep and my severe pain ceased while the above words were left sitting on my phone for me to see later.
Now, that I’ve taken my morning meds I’m heading back to sleep in a moment very thankful. For while very sore I presently feel nothing like I did hours ago. And, I’m reminded of how much God has done and does do for me every time I’ve reached all I can physically and emotionally take. He swoops in and saves the day. And remembering His constant faithfulness can help carry me through one more day with great faith forward.
“In my distress I prayed to the Lord, and the Lord answered me and set me free. The Lord is for me, so I will have no fear….”. Psalm 118:5-6