FAITH WALKING Category
He Will Never Leave Or Fail
Posted on January 22, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 21st, 2018 Today has been another God made day. This makes the 4th day in a row that my meds have kept my nerve pain under control. However, I’ve been back in the hot tub for over two hours and counting. But, I’m not complaining because it’s easing the pain in my legs […]
GOD OF MIRACLES
Posted on January 22, 2018 Leave a Comment
It’s 4am Sunday, January 21, 2018 and my aching body has me back in the hot tub. My medication has actually been keeping my nerve pain bearable for 3 days straight. I just simply have issues that apart from a miracle just won’t be healing this side of heaven. But, I believe in miracles because […]
I Reflect At Night
Posted on January 22, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 19th, 2018 pm Often it’s not until I totally slow down and lay down that I’m forced to reflect. So much goes through my mind and rest on my heart. I believe most of us are our own worst critics. However, I definitely believe we need to have a daily time of personal […]
Tormented In The Night
Posted on January 22, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 19th, 2018 All night Satan has tormented me in my sleep. I’ve woken up basically every hour with my heart pounding. Each time I’ve had to sit up in the bed and just keep taking deep breaths. I’m pretty sure I’ve freaked my wife a few times as I wasn’t sure myself what […]
We All Need Somebody
Posted on January 22, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 18th, 2018 Today has been a very special day. It’s going to sound minor, but I’m thrilled that I’ve not had to take a Valium all day long. My doctor has increased my meds in hopes of keeping the edge off of my nerve pain. And it appears to be working. Today […]
Anxiety Can’t Just Be Ignored
Posted on January 18, 2018 Leave a Comment
I’ve now approached exactly 28 months since nerve pain took over my body. Yet, even after surgery, a spinal cord stimulator, countless shots, daily therapy and a continued increase in medications I feel back to square one. Today, I’ve experienced another crash, burn and cry session. I’ve […]
Use The Platform God Gives You
Posted on January 18, 2018 Leave a Comment
Woke up today feeling better than yesterday so far and the hot tub is at least soothing me some. I’ve definitely discovered over time that my nerve pain is just so easily triggered. It doesn’t take much critical or deep conversation for things to switch into high gear. Then shortly after that I can hardly […]
Give Us Childlike Faith
Posted on January 16, 2018 Leave a Comment
Earlier my 7yr old and I got down on our knees to pray together. He asked me to pray first so I followed his request. First, I reminded him how awesome it is that we can come to God with anything. He shook his head yes in a way I knew he believed every […]
It’s Not About Me
Posted on January 15, 2018 Leave a Comment
Back in my favorite most relieving spot the hot tub. Man on man does God continue to affirm that my present struggle has such purpose. I may not like how I feel, but it creates a straight bridge of understanding to so many hearts. Many others can identify with my pain and sorrow. Today it […]
Feeling Misunderstood Hurts
Posted on January 15, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: Jan 13th, 2018 Earlier I was in the middle of a simple conversation with my boys. Next thing I know I feel my nerve pain flooding throughout my body. It’s in that moment I know I need to cease conversation immediately and exit the room as soon as possible. Why? Because the moment my […]
Another Raw & Real Moment
Posted on January 15, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: Jan 12, 2018 (Late Night) Please don’t take a word I’m about to share as whining or just wanting attention. What I’m about to write is just for my own sanity, healing and hoping to let someone else not feel so alone in their journey. Extreme pain for too long takes you to a […]
Frozen In Time
Posted on January 15, 2018 1 Comment
Written: Jan 12th, 2018 One thing about chronic illness is it’s hard to separate your days from nights. Every hour feels like a day and everyday feels like forever. You feel like life is standing still and often like it’s passing by without you. Everyday feels the same as your pain leaves you feeling like […]
THANK YOU GOD FOR MY SUFFERING
Posted on January 12, 2018 1 Comment
I’ve reached a point I never thought I could or would. I’m beginning to thank God for my pain. Even as nerve pain continues to radiate through my body I just can’t deny what I’m sensing and seeing. God is using my pain for my good, the good of others, and for His glory. Once […]
Living Without My Full Legs
Posted on January 10, 2018 Leave a Comment
It’s been well over a year since I’ve ever gotten an ounce of sleep without medication. Even still I’m thankful for rest any way I can get it. It’s my only chance at recharging and possibly healing. Asleep is the only time I’m totally without pain and some level of discomfort. Everyday I’m learning how […]
“Don’t Waste A Failure”
Posted on January 9, 2018 Leave a Comment
It really caught my attention the moment it was spoken. I certainly didn’t expect God to speak to me while I was watching ESPN’s coverage of the College Football Championship. But, then a sports analyst quoted the following words spoken by one of the winningest football coaches ever. Alabama’s Head Coach Nick Saban has said […]
Warning: This Is Raw & Real
Posted on January 9, 2018 Leave a Comment
January 7th, 2018 While I strive to allow God to use my pain and truly He has a purpose for it I absolutely hate the majority of my life right now. I hate constantly hurting, feeling uncomfortable, and not being able to live what used to be my normal life. Now, when I see people […]
Can’t Catch A Break
Posted on January 9, 2018 Leave a Comment
January 7th, 2018 Well I’m back in my daily favorite spot soaking in a hot tub just hoping to ease the pain. Preaching two services today took every bit of energy I could muster. But, with God’s help I made it through and I trust He used my brokenness. I’ve been up since before 4am […]
Waiting On My World To Change
Posted on January 9, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 6th, 2018 I struggle these days to even describe how I feel. It’s nothing new I can tell you. The words freshly on my tongue are tormented, miserable, painful, perplexed, impatient, distracted, discouraged, exhausted, shocked and waiting on things to change. I feel like I’ve been waiting for eternity, but it’s actually only […]
Still Getting Used To My New Normal
Posted on January 9, 2018 Leave a Comment
Written: January 5th, 2018 One of those nights I’m just exhausted and desperately needing mental rest. All I’ve done is work on this Sunday’s message since I woke up. I’ve stayed completely off social media purposely for the past two days so I could focus more on hearing God’s voice. Of course the unexpected snow […]
God, Please Slay This Giant
Posted on January 3, 2018 2 Comments
I spent most of January 1, 2018 dealing with lots of nerve pain. I’ve now woke up on January 2nd with nerve pain running through my body once again. Just had to call and cancel my first physical therapy session of the New Year. Knowing I’ve got irreparable nerve damage “by man” stinks. It is […]
A New Year’s Perspective
Posted on January 3, 2018 Leave a Comment
As the clock got closer to midnight on New Year’s Eve I was reading my Bible. Sitting right beside me in bed was my youngest son Asher. I really didn’t think he was paying any attention as he was playing with some toy. Next thing I know my 7 year old says, “Look daddy I’m […]
Let ‘Em Work, Let ‘Em Live
Posted on December 31, 2017 Leave a Comment
A believing mindset really does make a huge difference. For reasons I still don’t understand I have such peace. Peace that everything will work itself out with time. Peace that God is still purposely using my hardship to shape me and encourage others. Peace that if I keep doing my part God will certainly do […]
Old Feelings Were Resurrected
Posted on December 31, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12/28/31 Ever have something unexpected happen that quickly reopens an old wound you thought was scarred shut? Suddenly the pain takes you back in time to a place you would rather forget. Before you know it you’re anxiety is sky rocketing. Satan has you thinking that any perceived progress made was all in your […]
The Formula For Peace
Posted on December 28, 2017 Leave a Comment
If you’ve followed my journey the past few years you know it’s been very long and painful. Most days have drained me physically, emotionally, and mentally. In fact, sometimes I’ve struggled to find the energy to even pray. However, I’ve discovered the greatest battle by far happens within the mind and heart. When going through […]
Dear Lonely, Grieving And Confused
Posted on December 27, 2017 Leave a Comment
I can’t say I know how you feel. But, I’ve looked in enough of your eyes to see the magnitude of your pain. My heart sincerely aches for those who are missing loved ones dearly this holiday season. I truly don’t think there is anything harder than feeling alone or abandoned. Maybe the love of […]
Bad Day, Good God
Posted on December 27, 2017 Leave a Comment
I had to look back at my own Facebook timeline to recall the last time I felt so badly. To my surprise it was only a few days ago. Yet, in my mind I feel like I’ve not felt this badly in months. My nerve pain is raging and my pain level is at least […]
In His Time
Posted on December 27, 2017 Leave a Comment
Went to bed last night in great discomfort, but my medication finally knocked me out. Then, I was awoken after cooler temperatures caused my entire nervous system to go haywire. The good news is my recent pain shot has not created as much pain as it usually does the days following. The bad news is […]
Our Weakness, God’s Platform
Posted on December 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12-20-17 I’ve not been able to sleep one minute since my pain injection this morning. However, I’m finally getting more comfortable with my nighttime medications digesting. I’ve been trying all I can to put finishing touches on my Christmas Eve message for this Sunday. Preaching to a couple hundred folks is not something I […]
Lord, I Need You
Posted on December 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12-19-17 Here I go again. I’m back in the hot tub due to nerve pain running throughout my body. Had to take another Valium for the first time in about 2 weeks. All evening has been rough as I just don’t feel comfortable in my own skin. Lord knows I would give anything for […]
Can I Get A Hot Tub?
Posted on December 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
12-18-17 Here I go again having to lay back in our jet tub. Seems I reach a point everyday where it’s the only thing that will calm my flaming nerves. I spend an average of two to three hours a day in a hot tub. Laying here brings such such peace to my body and […]
Miracle Of Mercy
Posted on December 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12-17-17 Well today has been a pretty awesome day. Seeing God work around me, despite me and through me always lifts my spirits. I’m learning that I don’t have to be at my best for God to deliver His best. All I need to do is surrender the best I have to offer for […]
Suffering Is Everywhere
Posted on December 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12/16/17 This post is less about my pain and more about awareness of the struggles of so many young and old. I’ve felt uncomfortable in my own body since early this morning. I’ve adjusted my spinal stimulator twice today and I’ve done everything to help better my situation. Still I wait second by second […]
I Met A Man With No Hands
Posted on December 16, 2017 Leave a Comment
Recently, I was inside a store looking to buy some ginger bread houses. While searching the shelves I realized the boxes I needed were out of my reach. I then asked a gentleman on the other side if he would kindly hand me the boxes I needed. At first, he gave me a look like […]
God Will Pick You Up
Posted on December 15, 2017 Leave a Comment
A little over 3 weeks ago I finally reached all I could take. I was truly having a nervous breakdown. My body was exhausted, my energy was gone, and my belief that anything would change was almost gone. I felt compelled to wave my white flag of surrender. I even concluded that I could not […]
You Never Get Used To It
Posted on December 15, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: 12/13/17 Right now my lower back feels like a huge piece of metal is misplaced inside. Oh, what I wouldn’t give for someone to take it out. Some people say that pain is just something you’ve got to put mind over matter. Well, unless I can be hypnotized I’ve found no way to totally […]
The ELEPHANT In The Church
Posted on December 13, 2017 Leave a Comment
Before you even get started reading this article I need to make something very clear. I believe very strongly in the church and its mission to tell the world about Jesus. Therefore, nothing I’m about to write has anything to do with putting any church down or comparing churches. I only write articles after God […]
Caught In A Storm
Posted on December 12, 2017 Leave a Comment
Every time I try to lay down it feels like I’ve gotta huge metal plate lodged in my lower back that just desperately needs to come out. Laying down simply exposes the pain and issues like nothing else. The past two days and nights are beginning to wear me down. Everything depends on me being […]
Let Faith Arise
Posted on December 12, 2017 1 Comment
Not having a good day with my back at all. It won’t allow me to sit in any position and even laying down on my side is barely bearable. Most every night is tough, but this is my first really bad day in a week. It’s amazing how after all this time the pain in […]
Her Support Is Everything
Posted on December 12, 2017 1 Comment
She watches me struggle day in and day out. She’s been observing my uphill climb of recovery for literally years now. But, she still does everything possible to help me up that hill. If it’s within her power she is willing to do it. My wife has never made me feel worse. Instead she patiently […]
Evil Has A Face
Posted on December 12, 2017 Leave a Comment
More than ever before in my life I feel I’ve seen the face of evil. I’m not just saying this because we’re living in troubled times. I’m not just saying this because of things I’ve only seen recently. I’m saying this because it took me many encounters to see the many faces of evil. When […]
Control What You Can
Posted on December 2, 2017 Leave a Comment
My therapist just spoke some simple, but life changing truth into my life. He said, “I know you feel like you’re drowning in pain. And I know your pain affects every area of your life. But, instead of focusing on all you can’t control focus on what you can.” While nothing he said was new […]
Deep Confessions Of A Pastor
Posted on November 30, 2017 Leave a Comment
Every time you read my posts on this page you are hearing directly from a broken pastor. My humanity can’t help but reveal itself as I’m forced from within to be honest. My honesty is key to my own processing and healing. I would hate for anything I write to make you discredit my faith […]
The Best & Worst Of Times
Posted on November 30, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: November 28th, 2017 Everyday has been an uncertain challenge for over 26 months. Yes, I still battle with as much uncertainty now with my back and nerve pain as I ever did prior to any surgery. This has been the most painful and meaningful journey of my life. I do my best not to […]
Take Your Mask Off
Posted on November 27, 2017 Leave a Comment
I’m used to meeting people in difficult places. In the middle of great crisis is where most ministry opportunity begins. One thing I’ve noticed over time is how so many people feel compelled to apologize for how they are feeling and where they are in the moment. I just feel compelled to tell them it’s […]
God Deserves A Thank You
Posted on November 20, 2017 Leave a Comment
As I write this I’m in some kind of shape. My body is exhausted from being sick, nauseous, running fever and coughing all week. Add on top of this a tooth that has been throbbing around the clock for two days straight. Then, throw into all of that back and nerve pain that continue to […]
God Is Not Done Yet
Posted on November 14, 2017 Leave a Comment
Everyday is such a physical struggle for me. Even when I look like I’m fine I feel I’m just one step away from not getting back up. My legs feel so heavy, my lower back aches continually, and my limitations are many. But, I can feel God at work every step of the way. Yes, […]
Dear Confused
Posted on November 9, 2017 Leave a Comment
I would like take the time to introduce myself. I’m a born again believer in Jesus Christ. My life was forever changed the day I asked Jesus into my heart to be my savior and Lord. Now, I’m not perfect but by God’s grace, through faith in Jesus Christ alone I’m heaven bound. No longer […]
The Dam Finally Broke
Posted on November 7, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: November 6, 2017 I realize many look at me and think he can’t be in that much pain. But, after almost 26 months of daily constant nerve pain it takes its toll. I’ve felt for so long that I’m just one step away from literally having a nervous breakdown. God just keeps carrying me. […]
Lord Help My Unbelief
Posted on November 7, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: November 3, 2017 My stimulator has not been working great, my lower back hurts so much, and the pain is keeping me nauseous. I would be lying if I didn’t say I’ve been pretty miserable and discouraged lately. But, I’m not going to fall to pieces I’m just gonna fall to my knees. In […]
You Just Don’t Understand
Posted on November 7, 2017 Leave a Comment
Written: November 1st, 2017 I’m just leaving my 2nd Of 3 physical therapy sessions this week. And here soon I will call an older gentleman I just met for the very first time. You see, while there may be nearly 25 years between us there is so much we have in common. Most of all […]
My Breaking Point
Posted on October 31, 2017 Leave a Comment
I’m passionate about being able to help others sort through life’s most difficult moments. I simply help them apply God’s never changing truth to their ever changing circumstances. But, I’ve learned that sometimes I must say “It’s me, It’s me oh Lord. Standing in the need of prayer.” Now, please don’t inform others that the […]
You Never Get Used To It
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
Maybe it’s been building? Maybe it can just be triggered in the blink of an eye? But, regardless of how it happens I never get used to it taking my breath, confidence, and joy away. I just had to pull out my heating pad and take a Valium. Once again nerve pain is surging through […]
Nights Are Most Painful
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
What is it about the night that makes your pain so much stronger? Why is it you’re so exhausted all day, but then can’t sleep so easily at night? Why do things seem so much more unbearable at night? I think I’ve got some answers to those questions. One, its in the stillness of the […]
Day 762 Of Nerve Pain
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
PROGRESS for me these days is a very big word. As much as my morning and evening therapy is stirring up my nerves like crazy I can feel some mobility returning. My body has just been stuck for so long it needed help awakening. I really do feel this is doing more good than harm. […]
A Breakthrough Moment
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
I just finished up my second session of Physiotherapy. During this time I’ve had to move body parts that have been protected and stiff for sometime. Basically I was at ground zero with the motions needed to move forward in my lower back recovery. Honestly, every pain I felt was a good kind because I […]
He Will Carry You
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
For quite awhile I’ve felt like an outmatched boxer just one punch away from being knocked out cold. One moment I feel I can beat this battle the next my head is spinning. If I was sizing things up based on odds alone I would been thrown in the towel. However, I must admit I’ve […]
When Your Heart Beats Fast
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
I woke up this morning in a thick cloud. I assumed that soon I would be able to shake the fog my medications had given me. But, even 4 cups of coffee and an energy drink couldn’t phase it. Honestly, I would have given anything to not have to preach in such condition. But, it […]
Why Is This Happening?
Posted on October 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
I think to myself often “if only I didn’t have this thorn in my flesh.” My Life would be so much easier. After all I hate living with what presently is such a handicap. It literally affects every moment of my life. And just when I think the worst may be behind me my nerve […]
When You’re Being Rocked
Posted on October 12, 2017 Leave a Comment
There are moments that all you can do is just hold on to the God of all understanding, peace and power. You feel the boat you’re in presently is rocking so much you’re just not sure how much longer you can “fake it.” Yes, I said “fake it” because many are just trying to pretend […]
In The Valley
Posted on October 12, 2017 Leave a Comment
You would think I’d be used to this by now. But, you never get used to something that keeps you miserable all the time. Every night especially feels much like a nightmare until my medication finally drifts me off to sleep. Right now my entire body feels like it’s vibrating. It’s as if my nerves […]
I Needed Real Life Support
Posted on October 12, 2017 Leave a Comment
Lately it’s been hard just to breathe. Trying to process anything other than my next breath has been a huge challenge. Lord knows I’ve tried so hard to be strong. Lord knows I’ve tried so hard to get well. Lord knows I’ve prayed and prayed things would turn around. Then, to my complete surprise things […]
He Breaks My Fall
Posted on October 4, 2017 Leave a Comment
Right now as I write this he is on the top bunk and I’m on the bottom. I’m just lying here as it settles him to fall asleep quicker. But, little does he know that it’s his presence and his prayers that settle me. But, how can you fully explain that to a 7 year […]
A Nervous Wreck
Posted on October 4, 2017 Leave a Comment
The nerve damage within my body is so sensitive to everything. It’s triggered by every move, every thought, and even loud machinery. Awhile back my dad was grinding a stump nearby and it felt like he was literally grinding me. Within just a few minutes it took my pain from a level 4 to a […]
It Hit Me Like A Hurricane
Posted on September 23, 2017 2 Comments
September 17th, 2017 marked the two year anniversary of the most life altering event of my life. I had just finished visiting with several hospice patients inside a nursing home facility. I was walking towards the cafeteria for lunch. Next thing I know I’m three feet in the air right before pounding the cement floor […]
Searching For God’s Will
Posted on September 20, 2017 Leave a Comment
Many times in life you’ve simply got to fight to hear God’s voice above the noise both outside and inside. But, what you don’t need to do is let your gut be your God. Just because you think it doesn’t make it true. Just because you can do it doesn’t mean you should do it. […]
God You Must Think I’m Strong
Posted on September 20, 2017 Leave a Comment
I’m sure you’ve heard the old saying “God won’t put more on you than you can handle.” Well, I beg to differ with that statement. God has put way more on me than I can handle for quite awhile. And just when I feel like I can handle things I realize I just can’t. The […]
Approach God Like You’re 7
Posted on September 20, 2017 Leave a Comment
It’s so refreshing having a seven old in your home. He reminds me what it’s like to have a childlike faith. Whatever he prays he expects God to answer. Everyday he thanks God for what he calls the “best day ever.” He still thanks God for watching over his “Boo Boo” our family dog that […]
Sometimes You Gotta Decrease
Posted on September 20, 2017 Leave a Comment
I just got off the phone with my spinal cord stimulator rep. I informed her that I had my unit turned up way higher than ever over the past few days. And, that it’s as if my nerve pain is even worse and that the device is doing nothing. That my legs and lower back […]
Confession Is Healing
Posted on September 8, 2017 Leave a Comment
I realize not everybody finds it easy to share what’s on their heart and mind. And, I’m not saying it’s best you always say what you’re thinking or feeling. But, I do know it’s very healthy to have somewhere you can just unload your heavy heart. If you can’t be honest with your friends are […]
Sometimes You Can’t Change A Thing
Posted on September 7, 2017 Leave a Comment
Presently I’m sitting in the parking lot of my pain specialist office. All I can do is pray that they will be able to adjust my spinal cord stimulator to the point it gets back to covering more of my nerve pain. Presently, I can feel every nerve within me screaming things just aren’t ok […]
Feeling Inadequate
Posted on August 14, 2017 Leave a Comment
So often the realization of God’s call on my life is overwhelming, intimidating, and nerve wrecking. How can I ever do this with such limited understanding, health issues, and knowing I’m so far from perfect? Then God clearly says, I will guide you, I will strengthen you, and I will accomplish MY work through you. […]
In The Repair Shop
Posted on July 17, 2017 Leave a Comment
For quite sometime I’ve felt like I’ve spent more time on the bench than in the game. Knowing my present limitations and knowing my body must have time to heal. Of course there are many things I feel I’ve missed. But, I’ve come to realize this is not wasted time. God just has me in […]
Why You Gotta Be So Mean?
Posted on July 17, 2017 Leave a Comment
I’ll never forget the words of someone back when my pain was totally unbearable and driving me insane. This professional said, “Oh that pain is all in your head. I’ve got some mind therapy recordings I can let you borrow to get it out of your mind.” I have to admit that over 18 months […]
Flat On Your Back
Posted on July 17, 2017 Leave a Comment
You really don’t know who you are, where you are and what you’re made of until life knocks you flat on your back. It’s then you’re introduced to your humanity and desperateness for an Almighty God. It’s then you learn to value things that really matter and trust things that really last. It’s then God […]
Take Time To Recover
Posted on July 17, 2017 Leave a Comment
Anytime you’re in a season of major recovery time feels like it’s at a stand still. It’s as if the world around you has left you behind. It completely throws you out of your normal element. Therefore you have to give recovery all you’ve got if you want to move from where you are towards […]
Almost There
Posted on July 3, 2017 1 Comment
I’m just 5 days away from the implant surgery of my long awaited Spinal Cord Stimulator. The past year has by far been the most difficult season of my life. I’ve been trying to recover from major back surgery the past 14 months. I am very optimistic this implanted device will significantly reduce the nerve […]
Still Waiting On God
Posted on June 26, 2017 Leave a Comment
Well, folks this is a big week in my life. I’m finally meeting with my surgeon to discuss and schedule the implant of my spinal cord stimulator. I feel like I’ve been waiting in the doctor’s office sick as a dog for nearly 2 years. Honestly, I can’t even remember what it feels like to […]
More Than A Feeling
Posted on June 19, 2017 Leave a Comment
I don’t know about you, but my feelings change like the weather. One minute I’m high and the next I’m low. One minute I have great peace the next moment I feel that uncomfortable sensation called anxiety. Some want you to think that if you have such feelings you aren’t really a Christian. But, my […]
I Just Had To Try
Posted on June 9, 2017 Leave a Comment
After months of research and great anticipation the big day finally arrived. I got to try for 7 days a temporary spinal cord stimulator in hopes of finding significant pain relief. Wires were put into my back and connected to a battery back. Then, everything was taped so much to my back that even the […]
Uncomfortable In My Own Skin
Posted on May 15, 2017 1 Comment
Mother’s Day started out as a pretty good day. I woke up very grateful for the mother I’ve been blessed to have all my life. In fact, I preached about how grateful I was before many others at church. Everything was great until nerve pain began to surge throughout my body. I’m talking about the […]
Miracle On Chestnut Street
Posted on May 1, 2017 2 Comments
I received the following text message from a friend on Saturday night, April 22nd at approximately 11:26pm. “Sorry to bother you so late. Chris and Fannie’s baby John is being flown to MUSC. He has a fractured skull and is not responding. He walked behind a bat after it was swung and was hit in […]
Thank God For The Pain
Posted on April 26, 2017 Leave a Comment
Unless I take knockout medication I’m usually not getting any sleep before 2am. Yet, even through the long nights and days I can hear God’s voice so clearly. As much as this journey has exhausted me I’m thankful for all the ways God has used the pain. I see life totally different than before. I’m […]
Don’t Be Afraid To Wait
Posted on April 24, 2017 2 Comments
PATIENCE. I’m just not sure that any of us are born with this ability. Yet, it’s something we all must develop if we plan to accomplish anything great. Why? Because life is full of waiting seasons. However, waiting never seems to be easy for most of us. Before we ever even breathe our first breath […]
It’s Just Tough To Be Here
Posted on April 8, 2017 1 Comment
The days and nights are so long. I’m so far from feeling like myself. In fact, I’m simply somewhere in life I’ve never been before. I desperately wish things could just go back to normal. Yet, even after much prayer the pain is still real and the reality is constant. I can so relate to […]
Just Get It Off Your Chest
Posted on April 3, 2017 Leave a Comment
As I write this I’m sitting in bed with a brace around my neck, ice on my shoulders, and a heating pad on my lower back. I would like to say this is an abnormal experience, but lately it’s become rather normal. For over 11 months since my major back surgery recovery has been a […]
God Spoke Through Tiger Words
Posted on March 21, 2017 Leave a Comment
I just finished watching an interview of Tiger Wood’s on Sports Center. Tiger was asked, “Will you ever be able to return to playing championship level golf again?” I could totally relate to his every response! Tiger said, “I can! Of course I’ve got to get a lot stronger, get back out there on the […]
Dear Sick & Healthy
Posted on March 10, 2017 Leave a Comment
One of the biggest things I’ve learned in this health battle journey is what many long term patients feel. Life changes for you. You have few moments you come up for air, but most of the time you feel under the weather (Just Not Yourself). You never feel quite normal and you can never fully […]
A Fight Beyond The Flesh
Posted on March 10, 2017 Leave a Comment
Anytime you get closer to the goal line the defense rises to another level. I can feel the enemy’s attack even greater than before. There is no making sense of it except to call it spiritual warfare. I know some of you think this is just preacher talk. But, trust me when Satan sees you […]
When You’re Going Through Hell
Posted on February 24, 2017 Leave a Comment
For those right now going through a battle way beyond your control. I know you are scared, hurting, and wondering when it will all come to an end. I’ve been in that kind of season for over 17 months now. Here are some things I’ve discovered will help you deal with things. #1 Be honest […]
God Spoke Through A Legend
Posted on January 2, 2017 Leave a Comment
As I write this it’s just two days into the New Year. God has been getting me out of the bed a long time, but this season is so different. It’s taking everything I’ve got and so much more. But, Satan might want to watch out because God is carrying me forward. Today marks 12 […]
None Of Us Have It Figured Out
Posted on January 2, 2017 Leave a Comment
I’m as excited about the New Year as anyone. But, I’m starting 2017 with just as many unknowns as knowns. I don’t know what trials will come my way, but God does! I don’t know how I will handle many things, but God does! I don’t know what the future will hold, but God does. […]
Praise Him In The Storm
Posted on July 18, 2016 Leave a Comment
Another late night just hoping for sleep. I can’t believe I still ache this much almost a year after back surgery. I keep hoping that I’m going to wake up and this storm will be over. However, I can’t deny how God continues to use this purposeful season in my life to draw me closer […]
60 Days And Counting
Posted on July 3, 2016 Leave a Comment
I have to admit, I never thought I would still be recovering 60 days later after major surgery. I simply blame my perspective on ignorance and I guess thinking I would just be the exception to the rule. But, here I am on a journey like many before me. I still recall day 20 thinking […]
Lessons In The Storm
Posted on June 27, 2016 1 Comment
I’ve not written an article in quite some time. Why? Because I’ve been consumed for almost 8 weeks with recovering from major back surgery. God has taught me so much during this storm. I would like to share with you just a few of those lessons learned. #1 God doesn’t always calm the storm. However, […]
Walking In The Rain
Posted on June 6, 2016 Leave a Comment
I don’t even know where to begin right now. One month into recovery from major back surgery God is teaching me so much. I can honestly say it’s been the most painful, purposeful journey I’ve ever been. In fact, I believe this “Faith Walk” journey has just begun. How was I to know that […]
Seasons Of Perspective
Posted on May 23, 2016 Leave a Comment
Pretty much everything I every write comes from personal experiences or learning from other people’s experiences. Since May 4th my life has been consumed with focusing on recovery from a very painful back surgery. Along with strategically seeking to do my best to get back healthy, I’ve been keeping a daily journal of each day’s […]
Pastor Craig Crosby 